The 2010

I arouses people laugh, always joking.
No I'm not entertain others.
Just only to let me be happier.

I emo.
No that's my default expression.

I timid.
No I want it to be perfect.





2011 is the tough year for me.
I had to get rid of others' helping.
I drive my future myself.

But it's dark.
No any street light.
No any signs.
Only a short range of visibility.
Where's the exit?

No, I seen a glimmer.
Is it? Or it's not?
No that's not.
I must be wrong.
That's an illusion.

I have to always remind myself,
that's not like what I'm thinking.
It's not.
Focus! Don't be confuse.
Don't repeat stupid matter again.
Don't sacrifice.
Just let it.
It will be yours if it is.





It's 2010.
No it's 2011.
Not 2010 anymore. Not to escaping anymore.
It's adult now. Not be offer discount with title of student anymore.
Have to face it though don't want to face.
Let me be different. Get the feeling of 'Whoa' from others.
I will, be stronger. fit. different. And different.
Promise myself, I can do it.